I have myself to blame [...]

for the state I'm in today, and now dying doesn't seem so cruel. And I don't know what to say, and I don't know anyway, anymore.

I hate myself for losing you, I'm seeing it all so clear. I hate myself for losing you. What do you do when you look in the mirror and staring at you is why he's not here ?

[ Kelly Clarkson - I hate Myself For Losing You ]